Saturday, February 2, 2008
A passing thought
I know tht i am just one of the million rays of sun that lightens up the moon,i am not the sun myself.
I know i am just a ripple on the surface of the sea, i am nt the masses tht make up the sea.
I know i am just the kohl which enhances the beauty of the eyes, i am nt the eyes myself.
I know i am just a passing thought but i hope tht i can make u see through yourself.
I know i am just one of the stations in the course , i am nt ur destination.
I know i am one of the many petals, i am nt the lotus myself.
I know Life is harsh truth,its nt a fairy tale.
I know love is a bond tht binds two souls unknowingly, its nt a roadside game.
I know its tough to face life, but the victory lies in learning and moving on.
So my friends, i realise tht life is all abt moving on.
Monday, September 24, 2007
Love
Is it just a word
You chew in your mouth?
Or a keen sword
To tear apart
A touchy heart
And all the happy thoughts?
Is it all you have got before you lose
Or is it all you give
When you have nothing to lose?
Are you just a tear
Swaying sadly on a pale cheek
Or the very sweet flower
The turbulent fingers of a lover pick?
Are you just a ladder
Growing glorious and high,
Lovers mounting your pain
Jump over the truth with a sigh?
Are you the shoulder life weeps on
When the harsh wind that sweeps away
Those who come and those that are gone?
As a child forgets his mother’s womb
And the sun sets and rises without repent,
Are you here to set sorrow free?
Love! You are a mystery to me.
Sorrow
Tonight my sorrow,
Is only for you.
Not for the sky,
Who weeps soundly
On the shoulders of earth.
Not for the wind,
Who moans like a hunted beast
In the rain.
My sorrow is only for you.
I walk in the streets in the very shoes
I was wearing when I left you.
And spit myself
On the diary
I have left on my desk.
I smoke you
And leave your eyes
In every pedestrian’s face.
Tonight my sorrow
Is only for you.
The streets are only excuses.
This is you I am walking into.
I stop to tie
The lace of the same shoes
I was wearing when I left you
With the same gentle hands
You loved to stroke.
My sorrow is only for you
And I try to swallow your sin in vain.
I am choked with tears
Like a man bearing the pain.
Now I have got Adam’s apple too.
Enigma
I will never know
Whether the doors are to open or to close,
If the closet keeps things from me
Or me from things,
If I hug coincidence
Or it hugs me.
I will never learn
Why kindness is fear’s shadow sometimes?
Why do flowers die when they wake?
And why is not the sun tired
Of rising and setting everyday?
But I know why I write
Good enough.
Every word is an orphan
And I am a rich generous lady.
ONE LAST WISH
You have stolen me from myself,
So kidnap me from here too.
I am not eager to plough the rough seas
Or to sail helplessly on wind and in rain.
You will find in me no love
For marble palaces and fabled kings
And no desire
To see the crowded pyramids of solitude
Or listen to the stories of silence.
I just wish to be an incorrigible aimless wanderer
For he is the painful infant of long roads forever.
With an endless mother,
Who drinks milk from his own foot
And is adored by the friction of his own wander.
Eternal mother, endless love.
All day long
Each day I walk into my sorrow.
Shake hands with my fear.
And make love to my silence.
In my happiness,
The rising sun sets with desire,
As I kneel by the solitude which is not mine
And feel death’s hands
On the shoulders which happened to be mine.
Every day, all day long,
I feel like night
And search for the stars up there.
My sorrow has coloured my soul grey.
Every day, all day long,
The windows
Stare at the doors
Waiting for each other to open first.
Every day, all day long
I fondle with my fear to sleep
Then I run to meet happiness in secret
Alas! Sorrow comes, holds her hands
And they walk into nowhere all day long.
I sit by the sighing fire
And mend my doll’s clothes
My doll is silent
Silent and loyal
Broken but lovely and dearly
Everyday, all day long,
I think how I should wake up,
I think how should I tell them that
My doll is not just a doll.
Just because her dress is pink,
It does not mean that she likes pink.
Just because she does not breathe,
It does not mean that she does not have a heart.
Nobody
I’m nobody,
And that’s my great happiness.
No chains of existence,
None of personality,
No faith to stay.
And I never get bored.
Cause I live,
As if I ll never die.
And I’ll die,
As if I’ve never lived.